earlier this april, i got to convince my friend, one beautiful mum-to-be for the first time, maan. i've been texting her like crazy updating if she's still pregnant because i "need" her baby bump for my portfolio! *evil laugh*. fortunately, the baby is still tucked in her womb so we decided to push through. i invited my other friends, alex for makeup and jemimah for set design etc etc! i love working with you guys! til our next collabs. :)

For the first time in a really long time, I've found something worth waking up, with even just an hour of sleep. It melts in my dreams at times, in the evenings, sometimes not, either because of over-thinking or sheer giddiness and excitement. I found something to look forward to, making me crave for tomorrows, fueling my everyday. I'm drawn, obsessed like moth towards a lamplight. It steadies me. It makes me happy. I don't know what I'll do if I don't do it.

this is my nephew, jacob. he looks like my lil bro!